The feeling of not being able to help your friend beyond a point
The feeling of telling lies when you don't want to
The feeling of being lied to, on your face
The feeling of not being able to sit for hours over coffee with people you want to
The feeling of doing what you don't want to, and not doing what you want to
The feeling of not being able to pray at the start of the end and at the end of it
The feeling of not being able to tell people what you want to, when you want to
The feeling of not being able to cry alone, or in front of anyone
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However, the quote of the day goes to an old journal entry of mine:
It's pointless to feel pointless
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ReplyDeleteThere is no point to anything. Or maybe I am just particularly disillusioned right now.
This time, last year, I used to think everything will be okay once acads get okay. Apparently not. Things are never okay once you pass out of school. You just get screwed up and more screwed up. And the pointlessness of it all.
Coming back to the one thing in life that doesn't seem to change, I reach Delhi on the 2nd, coffee? :P
I'm not really into poetry (or anything that even appears to be poetry) and stuff, but this one just has all the right lines.
ReplyDeleteAnd, makes me want to read your journal :)
Oh cool :)
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